Katulad ng kanyang ipinangako, patuloy pa rin ang pagsisiwalat ni Jackie Forster tungkol sa naging miserable niyang buhay sa piling noon ng kanyang ex-husband na si Benjie Paras.
Nitong Miyerkules, February 25, nagpahayag ng kanyang damdamin sa mga batikos na natatanggap niya dahil sa posts niyang ito sa Instagram.
Hindi raw siya mangingiming i-block ang sinumang walang positibong maidadagdag sa kanyang Instagram page.
Diin pa ni Jackie, “I’ve been through enough and the simple fact will always remain… This is my account, those are my kids, and you should just unfollow and choose not to read my posts if you are against what I stand for.”
Dagdag naman niya sa caption: “I am unloading my truths to fill in the blanks for some people.
“I dont need anybody telling me what to do or if they don’t believe me.
“Trust me it doesn’t matter because I’ve prayed about this for years and I feel in my heart it is time.
“The consequences are mine to deal and live with.
“Please be positive and productive members of society.
“Kaya maraming mga victims patuloy na naapi kasi ang daming nakikialam and nanggagatong, di naman sila testigo sa mga pangyayari. Imbis na ipagdasal mga tao o makatulong.
“Becareful on how you judge a person because one day that same rule of thumb might just be used against you.
“Use your heart as well as your brain when reading anyones posts and when all else fails MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS.
“Nothing good will come out of a situation and for people who meddle and don’t have the intent to HELP the situation to move forward.
“Your judgement about me says more about you then it does about me.
Whether good or bad you are exposing your heart. So think before you click ♡
“I’m thankful for the positive reinforcement here. I say a little prayer for each of you when i get to read your comments! Be blessed #prayerwarriors much love to you all!
BENJIE’S DIRT. Sa sumunod niyang post ay isiniwalat ng dating aktres na diumano’y ikinandado siya ng dating asawa sa kanilang tinutuluyang bahay noon sa loob ng ilang araw.
Nakalagay sa caption nito ang sumusunod:
“Nagtaka pa siya na lumayas ako and wala na ‘ko gana sa kanya!? Ang haba ng hair mo kalbo!
“Seriously, I am not mad or angry, this is all just very upsetting because Benjie can’t just get a grip of the situation and speak to the boys [Andre and Kobe] as their father and as a mature adult.
“All Benjie’s dirt will soon come out so those boys understand why all the negativity about me was instilled very early on.
“It’s his defense to his own monsters.
“I sacrificed for years just to protect my sons from having dirty laundry aired from both parents.
“Benjie’s friends/team of people helped magnify things I was supposedly doing kasi may connections siya and siya ang may pera.
“I will admit what I have to so I can move forward with my beautiful family.
“And so the puzzle pieces will finally all fit.
“I no longer want to carry this around.
“I deserve my peace and to enjoy my happiness.
“Once I’m done, Andre and Kobe can choose what kind of men they want to be known as and what kind of example they want to set to the youth.
“All I ever wanted was for them to come back to me and love me again, just as it was before.
“Nothing more ♡ #imissandloveyouAndreandKobe #GodisWatching.”
ACCUSATIONS. Kasunod na nilinaw ng dating aktres ang mga akusasyong ibinato sa kanya—ang paggamit ng droga at pakikipagtalik diumano sa ibang lalaki.
Kalakip sa post ang larawan niya kasama ang ilang kaibigan sa Boracay.
Saad ni Jackie, “I’m not one to name drop. I don’t usually ask people for favors… and after this is any of these women no longer want to be associated with me then that’s fine, I can live with that.
“I’ve been through worse.
“But this is that Boracay trip that I supposedly did something.
“There are many stories that have evolved 2 of the worst: 1) I was having sex with someone in front my kids.
“False. For one if you can speak to any man I have been intimate with I have never been comfortable with my body, the only time I started becoming more confident was when I met my husband.
“Why or how would I do this in front of my children. And when we were on Boracay I only left these boys twice!
“One afternoon for about an hour – Top photo to meet my friends say hi and take photos, the kids wanted to stay back with my friend Junji who was teaching them to play the guitar and a yaya was there watching over them too.
“2nd was after New Year’s countdown, I put them to sleep and I left for less than an hour to greet my friends a happy new year at a nearby bar/restaurant.
“I walked back to the room alone and sober and a drunk man was pounding on the door trying to get in.
“HE wasn’t a friend, he wasn’t welcome. I tried my best to shut the door right away and cried myself to sleep.”
Kasunod nito ang isa pa niyang larawan sa Boracay kasama ang iba pang mga kaibigan. Ilan sa mga ito ay sina Anne Curtis at Antoinette Taus.
Nakalagay sa caption:
“2) I did drugs in front of them or they found drugs in my home!?
“I never kept drugs in my home, as whatever I tried before was just given to me by a friend out in a club or an after party.
“What or why would I do that at home with my kids??
“Plus how do kids at 8 and 6 supposedly know what drugs are!? Do they have an orientation in grade school!? Seriously.
“I stopped partying during these times already I know because my timeline is The Friends that I kept and when I started getting into sports.
“Whatever these kids have been fed and supposedly saw dapat tinanong nalang ako ng ama nila or kinausap ako ng mabuti.
“Kung ano man yang cryptic messages nila dapat ilantad na kasi the suspense has killed me all these years and expired na yung mystery.
“It keeps people guessing the worst and these accusations aren’t even the truth.
“I will tell you now I am willing at any point to take a polygraph if they are too including the woman who raised them so well to think these (aay?) towards me.
“All for one, one takes all.
“I’m done with fighting… this is all for peace and putting things behind… It’s much easier to live life happy and with proper healing. #Godiswatching part2”
“I’VE SACRIFICED SO MUCH…” Kasunod na post ni Jackie ay ang tungkol pa rin sa pangungulila niya sa kanyang dalawang anak na sina Andre at Kobe Paras na nasa poder ni Benjie.
Mensahe niya, “All this time, even from a distance, I always kept track.
“I have photos given to me by insiders or people around them that care.
“I have photos of them growing up, pictures of their magazine clippings and covers, the boys at their friends parties, Andre during his graduation in La Salle (I cried buckets when I received those).
“I stayed away because they asked me to and I knew why they live under that roof they are practically prisoners just as I was at one point in my life. Afraid to disappoint and upset the mighty one.
“Ang daming nagsabi sa akin na hayaan no na muna at least makakapag-aral sila at may magandang bahay, ‘di naman sila sinasaktan. Ipagdasal mo nalang.
“No day has gone by that I don’t miss them. Almost all trips I’ve taken around the world I imagined having them with me.
“All the family gatherings even kiddie parties I went to alone and even when I had Jared I still wrote their names on the presents we gave.
“I’ve sacrificed so much and taken so much pain. If it wasn’t for my church and all the support through the years from friends i made in my bible study, small group I would have lost my mind already.
“If you haven’t been in my position you will never understand how taxing sleepless nights are, celebrating birthdays without them and every holiday season.
“No mother -that has only wanted what’s best for her children and still wants to be with them should have to feel anything like this.
“It’s indescribable. It’s so evil. #Godiswatching.”
“I’TS NEVER TOO LATE…” February 24, ilang araw makalipas ang sunud-sunod na posts ni Jackie sa Instagram, may mga makahulugang posts naman ang kanyang mga anak sa kani-kanilang social media accounts.
Sa Twitter, ito ang post ni Andre:
Sa Instagram, ito naman ang post ni Kobe:
Bago matapos ang gabi ng February 25, isang quotation ang ibinahagi ni Jackie sa kanyang mga followers.
A photo posted by Jacklynne Forster (@jackie_forster) onFeb 25, 2015 at 8:05am PST
Ang iba sa mga isiniwalat dito ni Jackie ay naibahagi na rin niya sa kanyang eksklusibong panayam sa YES! November 2013 issue.
BENJIE KEEPS MUM. Nauna nang tumangging magbigay ng pahayag si Benjie kaugnay ng mga salaysay at alegasyon ni Jackie.
Mensahe niya lang, “Masaya na ako sa kanya nung nagpakasal siya at nagkaroon ng dalawang anak. Sana masaya na lang tayo sa isa’t isa.”
