Ipinagdiinan ni Jackie Forster na ipinaglalaban lang niya ang kanyang karapatan bilang ina.

Ito ay kaugnay pa rin ng Instagram posts ng dating aktres, kung saan inilalahad niya ang kanyang naging buhay sa piling ng ex-husband na si Benjie Paras.

Ngayong Huwebes, February 26, sinimulan ni Jackie ang araw sa pamamagitan ng pagpu-post ng makahulugang mensaheng ito na quote mula sa yumaong rapper na si Tupac Shakur:

“Is it a crime, to fight, for what is mine?”

Caption niya dito: #WordAs #gangster as he was.. he had so many things figured out. God bless his soul. #poeticJustice ~ #aMothersLove#Tupac

FINANCIAL SUPPORT. Pagkatapos nito, binalikan ni Jackie ang panahong naghiwalay sila ni Benjie, pati na ang ika-7 kaarawan ng panganay nilang si Andre.

Lahad ni Jackie, “When we separated, it was only first 2 or 3 weekends that their dad gave support, something like P2,000.00

Benjie Paras (Venancio Johnson Paras, Jr.) - MyDramaList

“I was still looking for work, I sold my material things just before leaving to put a down payment on an apartment and have at least 3 months worth of rent.

“I wasn’t loaned a car until later on when my lawyer helped me ask for our old one for the meantime while I get back on my feet.

“It wasn’t easy taking the kids out because their dad had so much negative publicity written about me, we’d have to take a taxi and to top it off, our 2 short days were capped with a budget.

Benjie Paras

“Not that walang magagawa with 2k but with what the kids were used to, it was hard for me to explain why they could only stay at Timezone for xxx amount of time or why we kept eating fast food.

“During this age, Andre was the most vocal and I didn’t have answers for him. Then comparisons he kept making always made me depressed.

“So when his 7th birthday came along, I had saved enough money plus a generous donation for half the games from a wealthy friend that I threw him an outrageous party.

“I rented out the biggest ballroom in Club Filipino (co/sponsored by the very kind late Rudy Fernandez I will forever be grateful – he and Mark, Alj’s cousin played badminton at the gym LJ and I frequented) rented some arcade games and kiddie rides from Timezone and invited all the kids we knew!

“About 300guests ♡

“I hope ‘til this day he remembers his 7th birthday ♡♡♡ I always will!

“Mama moved tiny mountains for you kuya… I would have moved the larger ones if I could.

“Please believe that. #imissandloveyouAndreandKobe #allGlorybetoGod

“He has always been the best provider!”

Kobe Paras, grateful to Jackie Forster for her love and support | GMA  Entertainment

“WANT TO LET GO OF THINGS I NEED NOT CARRY.” Kasunod nito ay nag-post si Jackie ng larawan niya kasama ang mga anak na sina Andre at Kobe, noong mga bata pa sila, habang nasa swimming pool.

Hinahalikan ng dalawa ang kanilang ina sa magkabilang pisngi.

Sa caption ni Jackie ay muli niyang pinasaringan ang mga nangba-bash sa kanya.

Hindi raw nakakatulong ang pangungutya nila sa kanyang ipinaglalaban.

Gusto raw ni Jackie na ngayong ipinagbubuntis niya ang kanyang ikalimang anak ay mawala na ang mga dinadala niyang masasamang saloobin sa puso niya.

“Bashing Andre and Kobe’s real mother = Me
and judging Me only shows you don’t care for any of us.

“Saying the worst of the worst to and being presumptuous does not win you a VIP pass to his life.

“Like i said think of what my intentions are then think about your stupid useless opinions and ‘suggestions’ and how that helps any of the 3 victims move forward.

“Think. Breathe. Think again.

“Baka kulang ka sa tulog, kulang ka sa kain or kulang ka lang din sa pagmamahal.

“Please dont take YOUR PAST out on me, if you cannot relate that’s not my problem. If you can relate, then this helps you to also release ghosts from your past.

“Kasi ako, ang pakay ko dito, mabigyan liwanag yung mga bagay na itinago ko at kinimkim since I was 15 years old.

“I am now 36. I’ve been alienated from my children for almost 12 years.

“I’ve kept my silence while waiting for them to grow up and mature and because multiple sources keep confirming reconciliation is not on the horizon for me by the mere fact that ’til now, nobody take the initiative to make things right on their part.

“I’ve done my part throughout the years and as respect to their wishes, I have stayed away.

“Now that i have my baby number 5 on the way, I want to let go of things I need not carry.

“And these are things I believe in my heart that I have prayed about for YEARS, things that need to be released.

“I deserve to heal. I deserve more space for happiness. I deserve to be vindicated for all the wrong that was said and done to me in this simple way—telling my truth.

“In the end, I AM THEIR MOTHER and as the other parent I exercise my right to share details that I think they can handle at their current stature and age.

“Too bad for us we are known by the public and too bad for me I have been left with no other choice. #Respect

Nauna na rito, itinanggi ni Jackie ang mga paratang sa kanya ng dating asawa tungkol sa paggamit ng ipinagbabawal na gamot at panlalalaki.

Read: Jackie Forster denies drugs, sexcapades allegations; Andre and Kobe post intriguing messages on social media

Ang iba sa mga isiniwalat dito ni Jackie ay naibahagi na rin niya sa kanyang eksklusibong panayam sa YES! November 2013 issue.

BENJIE KEEPS MUM. Nauna nang tumangging magbigay ng pahayag si Benjie kaugnay ng mga salaysay at alegasyon ni Jackie.

Mensahe niya lang, “Masaya na ako sa kanya nung nagpakasal siya at nagkaroon ng dalawang anak. Sana masaya na lang tayo sa isa’t isa.”